Life as I see it...

One song. Glory. One song
Before I go, Glory
One song to leave behind,

Find one song, one last refrain, glory
From the pretty boy front man,
Who wasted opportunity.

One song, he had the world at his feet,
Glory
In the eyes of a young girl, a young girl
Find glory, beyond the cheap colored lights

One song, before the sun sets
Glory - on another empty life
Time flies - time dies,
Glory - One blaze of glory
One blaze of glory - Glory

Find, Glory, in a song that rings true
Truth like a blazing fire, an eternal flame

Find, one song, a song about love
Glory, from the soul of a young man
A young man

Find, the one song
Before the virus takes hold, glory
Like it sunset
One song
To redeem this empty life

Time flies
And then no need to endure anymore
Time dies

Online Conversation with Jalon Gordon

icedvanilla24: i'd make a full course meal outta that boi pussy
icedvanilla24: have you come over to my room, sayin let's study and shit...
icedvanilla24: then while we lookin over da books, i'd lock da door,
icedvanilla24: start runnin my hand up ya leg, rubbin it all ova ya dick, gettin it hard,
icedvanilla24: then i'd make ya stand up and start makin out wit cha,
icedvanilla24: take off ya shirt nice and slow while i'm kissin on ya neck and ears and shoulders, kiss my way to your nipples, ya bellybutton,
icedvanilla24: get on my knees, and undo ya pants, pull 'em on down,
icedvanilla24: sit ya up on my shoulders,
icedvanilla24: start suckin ya dick,
icedvanilla24: bangin ya back on da door and da wall,
icedvanilla24: then slide ya down til you on ya back,
icedvanilla24: lift ya legs up in da air
icedvanilla24: and run my tongue down ya dick
icedvanilla24: lick ya balls, suck ya balls,
icedvanilla24: and go to eatin and tonguin ya ass
alienEmbryo87: goddamn boi, i need to clean up this mess

lonely nights in the computer center will never be the same anymore...

Relationships

friend: i have a problem
me: im listening
friend: so my bf just called me, leaving a panicked voicemail, telling me not to pick up a 347 number if they call me
me: that doesnt sound good
friend: tell me about it
friend: anyway, he called me again and this time i got it...and that's when he admitted something to me...jan...he never left his boyfriend
me: WHAT?!?!?!
friend: i know :-(...and he just called me asking me questions about what happened, how did i meet him and everything
me: and you told him everything?
friend: yeah...what do i do? FUCKING PIG!!!!!
me: oh man, i am really sorry...he seems like such a nice guy
friend: yeah, they always seem like nice guys
friend: he's been texting me constantly telling me he's sorry
friend: his last one said "i only think about you"
me: there'd be a time when i would say "awww" to that statement
friend: he keeps asking for forgiveness and wants me back....what do i do?
me: that relationship is pretty much doomed now
me: i mean, trusting him becomes a crying game
friend: but i like him so much
me: listen to your mind, not your heart
friend: that's hard to do, especially for me, you know this
friend: i just want him so badly...like i really miss him
me: i know you do, but you have to take into account that he might do this to you as well with somebody else
friend: but don't they always say people deserve a second chance?
me: that's true...lord knows ive done some awful things in my past and i wouldnt be able to go on if i wasnt forgiven
friend: so why are you so against me forgiving him?
me: because i don't wanna see you get hurt
me: how you holding up?
friend: i just wanna cry...and scream...and...i dont know
me: take your time and think about this
me: final decision is up to you...not me or any of us
friend: yeah....
me: call me, im better at this when i hear the tone of your voice
friend: yes, doctor
me: lol

the truth behind a lot of gay relationships...is it so hard for us to be honest with each other? no wonder people have such bad opinions about us: we can never maintain a long term relationship. call me an optimist for constantly thinking that there is a good gay guy out there...but everytime that happens, my heart's broken....

The things we do and say...

so what kind of person are you? does your own perspective of yourself really amount to who you truly are? Due to our ego, we tend to recognize and praise our qualities a lot more than even acknowledge our own faults. As many will hate to admit, who you really are, your attitude revolves a lot on the side of you that you're trying to hide, the side of you that can come out subconsciously and affect those around you, whether it be family or friends, also whether it be willingly or not. A lot of times, that side of you can come out in a bad way and can have consequences, as I have learned myself the hard way.
One person who best fits this criteria is the "nice guy" character. Everything he does, he does it to please others before himself. He makes sure that others are happy before he is. Eventually, people get used to it and he becomes a doormat. People walk all over him, over-relying on him, pressuring him. Now this guy, not wanting to displease his fellow peers, never says no even if he doesn't want to do something, because again, the happiness of his friends comes first. This kind of behavior becomes dangerous as this "nice guy" starts to hold all of his true feelings bottled up inside...until one of these days, that bottle won't be able to hold anything in any longer...and then it breaks: suicides, school shootings, domestic violence, and the list goes on.
Fact of the matter is, I don't think any of us really know who our friends are...

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

Daddy Day-Care 2: Return to Neverland


Bridget's Jones: Pillsbury Doughchick

Have a merry valentine's day to all, however it floats your boat or tickles your pickle. (How you celebrate this holiday should be your own private business and not for the world and their mother to know. PLEASE SPARE US THE DETAILS!!!!)

So I begin...

it's a new year so a new site to post and describe my thoughts :-)