Monday, May 22, 2006

Secrets and Power...

[reporting from Haiti]

We all keep secrets, don't we? This little thing that we're afraid to tell the people around us that we know or better yet, think it's going to hurt them. Last year, a certain book called "The Da Vinci Code" divulged an astounding secret that the Catholic Church has kept from its followers for centuries. A secret so powerful that if revealed, it would devastaste the very foundations of mankind. Now one may ask why the Church would do such thing, an institution that advocates truth and the fear and love of a greater power...the fear of a greater power...Why don't we relax, smoke and drink and think about the difference between lying between "regular" people and lying amongst powerful people. "Regular" people lie to cover something they've done that they know will hurt someone close to them or to obtain something that they want, that they know that they either don't deserve or that they can't obtain. Powerful people lie to raise their level of awareness above everyone else. It's about pride. It's about knowledge. It's about taking advantage of the little ones and have them carry the powerful on their poor, dilapitated backs. The fact that they know something that we don't, puts us several steps below them on the social ladder, and keeping that information from us, keeps us there.
But sometimes, I wonder: if that information was divulged to us, what would be our reaction? Would we be open-minded to accept the possibility that nothing is what it seems? Or would we be close-minded and see the truth that was just exposed as a lie or a blasphemy? Now I don't know how accurate Dan Brown is in his book, but one cannot deny that a lot of the research that he did have been proven and that the connection is not impossible. The day that the movie adaption of said book came out in theaters, riots broke out in different parts of the world as copies of the book were thrown into a bonfire, calling it a blasphemy, a written sin, a way of turning the faith against the Church. The way they should have worded it is a way for the Church, not the one that Jesus and His Father built, but the modern, pretentious, greedy, power-hungry one, to lose its power over its slaves. At my church, our priest dubbed Dan Brown as a "blasphemer" and a "renouncer of Jesus-Christ". Back in Haiti, each "fact" that was raised in the movie brought more outcry from the audience. This does not mean the audience is ignorant. This is just what the Church and the powers that be want: for their supporters and followers reject anything and everything that goes against what they've drilled into so many minds. This process is popularly known as brainwashing. What is frightening is that as smart and educated many can be, getting them to accept to accept a certain idea and have them live by it can be quiet successful.
They say "Ignorance is Bliss". I say "Ignorance is Weakness".

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

I'm A Barbie Girl, in a Barbie World...or something of the sort...

Ken: Hey Rod!
Rod: Hey Ken!
Ken: Wanna go for a ride?
Rod: On what?
Ken: On this!!! (unzips, loud thumping noise on floor)

yes, ladies and gentlemen, the photos were leaked: Ken is gay and is having mass orgies on Barbie's California porch. Former star of the ball-bus...i mean, blockbuster "Foreskin Gump", Ken, who may be familiar to many of you out there as Ben Dover, startind blowing our mind away (literally for some) with his breathtaking performance as a loving husband by day and an even better lover by night. After a series of provoked religious epiphanies, Ken decided to follow the heterosexual path. From this came the marriage to Barbie, kindly reminding us of a mistmatch made in the life of plastic. After a series of fake orgasms, erectile dysfunktion (Ken later confesses those were voluntary) and "missing" beauty products, Barbie decided that it would be best that they get a divorce. Barbie later reports that Ken did not protest to that idea, leading her to believe that the two had a mutual agreement. Later that night, Ken was spotted down Christopher St., riding that stupid California dream van, being ravaged by a steamy double penetration as they blared these lyrics:

Hi-Ya Garrets!!
Hi Raul!!
You wanna go for a ride?
On what?
ON THIS!!
Barbie's such a bitch
She is just a witch
I really hate her
Why does Ken date her?
Ken is such a man
I do all I can
Just to do him (Yes)
We just wanna screw him
(She's such a bitch, I wanna scratch her eyes out)

I have dreams about Ken
Being inside my den
And we hold And we kiss
Like we're sweethearts
But that barbie's a slut
With her cute little butt
And I guess Ken likes boobs
Made of fake parts
And I cry everyday
Cause straight up
That bitch is in my way!

...OoOo...

Barbie is a bitch
She is just a witch
I really hate her
Why does Ken date her?
Ken is such a man
I do all I can
Just to do him
We wanna screw him
When I see her
I will knee her

...OoOot-OoOot-OooO...

I will punch her
And I'll crunch her

...oOoHh Ohhh Yes...

Hey Garrets
What Raul
Look who's over thurr
Well if it isn't Barbie without Ken
And that stupid California dream van
Hey Barbie it's us
Come over here, look
Right over here, missy
(beats her up)

in other news, Barbie was found brutally tortured in the dark corners of Chelsea. A green van was also found at the bottom of the Hudson River, which appears to have been driven off. The plastic and the silicon world are in mourning. (sigh) How life tests us!

Sunday, May 07, 2006

The Cooper Union:: Season 4:16

as the semester ends, friendships and loyalties are tested as the Cooper attendings find conflicts in more than just academics. Jacquy's situation with his mom at home get worse and worse as communication between the two has become close to barren. His mom starts changing things, moving his little brother out of his bedroom and posting biblical thoughts on the walls. His mom avoids Jacquy when he asks what is going on or tries to find another answer to change the topic but Jacquy realizes that there's more to her madness. His little brother not sleeping in his bedroom anymore makes Jaccquy realize how much he does love his brother, despite their constant fraternal fights. Jacquy then gets a call from his mom telling him that he is going to Haiti for a little bit to relax. Jacquy does not want to go since that would mean time away from Brian which hasn't been much between the two. Brian, thinking that Jacquy is leaving for good, starts making plans to keep Jacquy in the states, while taking care of him. Jacquy reassures him that he's only going for two weeks. That night, they see each other and for the first time, Jacquy holds hands with Brian without any discomfort, bringing them closer together than before. While at dinner with Brandon and Eva. Eva tells Jacquy that Susan, Francisco's ex-girlfriend, is attending Hunter next fall. Jacquy sees this as a terrible event since Francisco and Gloria are so happy together. But Eva later tells them that Gloria isn't really that into Francisco, leaving Jacquy confused and afraid for his best friend.

Brandon on the other hand, constantly wonders about the possibilities between him and Jamal. They both like each other but because of location, neither of them see how this could possibly work. Jacquy proposes long distance but even he knows better.

Back in school, Etta is on the brink of insanity as it becomes more and more impossible to read Ras' feelings. As her, Ras, Eugene and two girls from another school head to the Tribeca Film Festival, it becomes clearer and clearer to Etta that Ras may just be unobtainable, leaving her somewhat depressed and confused since Ras keeps toying with her. Cadence decides to talk to Jacquy about this, bringing up the fact that Etta is hurting herself, constantly hoping that something could ever happen between her and Ras. Jacquy is then bombarded by a few others bringing up the same fact with different points. Vivian argues that Etta thinks that all the attention is on her, reminiscing very much of a high school era that Vivian is afraid Etta isn't growing out of. Ernesto brings up the same point, arguing that Ras would never go out with Etta because she is not mature enough at Ras' level.

Ernesto isn't seeing much light at the end of his tunnel. Aside from school not at its best, he decides to break up with Clarissa, telling her that he needs to spend time alone, not mentioning Bridget. Jacquy finds out while checking facebook and finds out that Bridget wants to meet with just Ernesto and none of their other friends. Both Ernesto and Jacquy know what she means by that. Ernesto is afraid of what might happen with Bridget and at the same time, of hurting Clarissa even more.

Vivian, on the other hand, is afraid that she might fail physics again and be driven out of Cooper. He gets a call from Carlos checking up on her. But Carlos loses his temper on her, arguing that she's not trying hard enough to study. Jacquy confronts Vivian about this, telling her she needs to stand up to him and tell him that talking to her like this will not help her at all. Jacquy feels that a part of Vivian still like Carlos, which is why she doesn't want to drive him away.

While visiting Francisco at Hunter, Brian calls Jacquy complaing about Jamal's comments regarding their relationship and how Jamal is disrespectful. Brian brings up the fact of how much problems he is having with Jacquy's friends. Jacquy feels that because he is having problems with a few, he is using that against his friends as a whole. Brian denies this. Not wanting to argue, Jacquy and Brian realize that they have a common enemy and the only way to win over him is to stick together.

The next day, Jacquy meets up with Ernesto and Cadence to get food for Prof. Stran. There, they bring up Etta as they worry that if she goes back on probation, her chances of staying at Cooper will be even slimmer. Cadence brings up how her attitude towards a lot of people has been bothering her, showing her that Etta hasn't completely matured for college, reason which Ernesto and Jacquy believe Ras hasn't asked her out. There, Ernesto also finds out why Etta doesn't like him once more, leaving him utterly confused as none of the others notice the reasons that Etta brought up. Back at the party, everyone from Stran's class bring back memories about the year, while they have pizza, beer and wine. As they start heading out, Etta disappears. As Jacquy notices it, it's too late as she had already left. Jacquy says goodbye to Cadence as she heads home, also to avoid anymore conflicts with Pedro. Outside, Jacquy says goodbye to Pedro, telling each other they look forward to working together in the architecture school.

Later that night, Jacquy, Ernesto and Max, a reserved yet quite pessimistic friend of theirs, decide to see "V for Vendetta" as their last night before the summer break. After the movie, Jacquy says goodbye to Enresto, giving him a hug, telling him that he made this semester something truly different and enjoying for him. Back on the train, Jacquy realizes this is the last time he's gonna be able to share everything with all those people who had such a big role in his life for the past four semesters.
Looking at pictures of everyone, he cries as he says goodbye.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

The Cooper Union:: Season 4:15

As the season nears its end with just one episode left, tensions rise up, tears fall down and more surprises apply more and more stress in the engineering building. As the days towards the end of the semester grow nearer, Jacquy realizes how much he will miss his fellow engineers as he switches to architecture next year. As a result, he spends more time with the Hunter guys, avoiding Cooper whenever he's free as much as possible. At home, issues have not gotten easier with Jacquy's mom as she realizes that his son is a compulsive liar. Her tears move Jacquy. He prints the letter telling her everything about him and leaves the house to go to Cooper. A few hours later, he gets a call from his mom in tears telling him not to come home too late. Jacquy's friend show him that since she still asks him to come home, that she isn't kicking him out. When Jacquy gets home, his discussion with his mom was more like a monologue as Jacquy did not utter a single word. In the end, Jacquy lies again, promising to his mom that he wouldn't date or do anyhting until he graduates from Cooper.
Back at school, Etta trips, falling and hurting her legs to the point that she had to be wheeled around the school by Cadence. However, Cadence sees this as Etta using her again and complains to Jacquy that Etta is a hypocrite for scolding her for not doing any work while Etta herself is slacking off and not doing any work. Jacquy tries to talk to Cadence, explaining to her that Etta isn't using her, that she just has that feeling since they're not so close anymore. But Cadence is convinced that the school as a whole does not like her, as more and more difficulties pile up against her.
Etta's relationship with Ras, on the other hand, made quite some improvement as he drives her home for a second time. This is the followed by a series of facebook messages and witty comments on each other's facebook walls, such as Ras rejecting Vivian's friend request on the website. Ras tells Etta about his problems with Vivian and her attitude and Jacquy back him up after Etta tells him this.
Meanwhile, Jacquy, having more problems with his Humanities paper, decides to call Norbert for assistance. Norbert hurries along and adds a few pages to Jacquy's paper. Jacquy then finds out that Norbert has been talking to someone who is interested in him. However, the fact that Norbert is leaving New York prevents this interest from making any moves, bringing Norbert into another state of depression. Jacquy tells him to take a chance as there may be a chance he is coming back to new york in september. While there, Jacquy gets a call from Gayle who reveals to Jacquy that there is a very good chance she might get kicked out of Cooper, due to her dangerously low GPA, which will bring her into probation a second time. Jacquy reminds Gayle of another student who was on probation twice but still managed to stay due to the fact that his GPA was higher than the first time he was on probation. Jacquy tells her to try and achieve that.
That night, Jacquy gets a call from Ernesto who is caught up in a difficult love triangle. Ernesto realizes more and more as the days go by that he is not attracted to Clarissa in the same way anymore, that he doesn't see himself growing old with her. One reason is the fact that she is mentally young, still in hopes of becoming a pop/rock star. Another reason is that Ernesto is in love with his best friend, Bridget. Unfortunately, he doesn't know which one to choose as they both make him happy but in their own special way. Jacquy tells him to give Clarissa a chance, to see how things work out but to remember that his happiness comes first.
Jacquy then gets an instant message from Etta about Smith. Etta isn't sure whether Smith is just having fun with her or flirting. Jacquy reads into her lines and realizes something that may be possible, but doesn't tell Etta without making sure of his theory first. Jacquy seeks the advice of Smith's on and off girlfriend.
Etta's life takes an interesting twist as she is stalked by another member of the university who seem to have grown a liking to her. Etta falls into his kindness. She later finds out from an upper classman that he was reported the previous year, because he would not leaver her alone as well, clearly showing Etta is his next target.
The next day, while in the computer center, Jacquy runs into Dennard. Jacquy learns that Dennard has been diagnosed with situational depression. He opens up to Jacquy, telling him how being gay has created a gap in his relationship with his mother and in the things he wants to achieve at school. From this, Jacquy realizes what Brian has been telling him all along, that he has good advice for others, but never uses those advices to apply to himself when the same situations present themselves. Jacquy points this out to Dennard, recalling their advice to Norbert.
Later that day, Jacquy, Cadence and a a friend of hers decide to go to the pro-immigrant rally. There, Jacquy runs into his ex-boyfriend Adriano.This encounter sparks up dormant feelings within Jacquy, making him worry as to what this means with Brian. At the end of the rally, Jacquy goes back looking for Adriano in vain.
Towards the end of the day, Ras seems to show little interest to Etta, leaving her distraught. Instead, he goes for a freshman girl that seems to be able to catch the upper classmen's attention without even trying. Jacquy tells Etta not to let that get to her, that she can grow strong out of this, if Ras is indeed no longer interested in getting close to her.
At the end of the night, Brandon calls Jacquy to reveal something to him that didn't come too much of a surprise to Jacquy. Brandon feels as if he is dating Jamal since they speak everyday. But at the same time, a part of him is still hung on Lucas, constantly hoping that one day, Lucas will looks past their strange history and come back in his arms.
Things are looking up for Jacquy as the next day, he has his first interview with the architecture internship. Later, as he got back to Cooper, he gets a call from the second innternship setting up another interview. As he spots Pedro in the KATZ, he confronts him about their problems with each other. Jacquy decides to do this as more problems arise between Cadence and Etta. Jacquy explains to Pedro why he disliked him and apologizing for his behavior, but not getting anything from Pedro, giving Jacquy the impression that Pedro is blaming solely him for everything that's happened between them. Jacquy disregards this, only to be confronted by both Cadence and Etta about each other. Jacquy tells them both that they need to confront each other and resolve their problems as adults, although this never occurs, denting their relationship even more.
Jacquy then runs into Dennard to finish their conversation about his situation with school and everything. Jacquy learns that Dennard may be dismissed, not coming back next year. After talking a little bit more, Jacquy admits to Dennard that he liked him for some time. Dennard tells him that he did notice since Jacquy didn't speak to him then.
That night, after classes, Ras lets Etta and Vivian know that he's on his way down. Etta completely forgets everything that has happened in the last days and accepts Ras back with open arms. They end another evening as Jacquy heads home, with fries and gossip about the school heading into the last week of the semester.
As Ras and Etta get more comfortable, Vivian realizes Ras' attitude towards her and leaves the room. Etta confronts her about it, trying to talk to her. Vivian storms on her, explaining how Etta has been badmouthing her to everyone and how she feels like such an idiot since she's been trying to get Ras and Etta together. Etta tries to tell her that she hasn't been badmouthing her. Vivian brings up the fact that Ras has an asian fetish and the reason she's been acting a little grumpy with Ras was to drive him away towards Etta. Etta continuously tries to tell her that she has not been talking behind her back but Vivian leaves angrily, feeling betrayed by Etta.