Wednesday, April 05, 2006

PBS: Television for Quality Programming...


many wondered what happened on the "Teletubbies" set after an episode was filmed. hey, if i had to look like a giant homosexual alien, with prozac-affected eyelids, the world would be such a better place being a drunk (an alcoholic goes to meetings and...yeah, no!!!) but I always wondered what was the premise of that show. I mean, is it education? Odds are it's in the curriculum of the Harvey Milk Institute. Time magazine had an article a few months about how youngsters are coming out even younger these days. According to the article, kids come out at an age as early as 12 years old. I knew I was gay since I was 9 years old, like I knew vagina would just not do it for me. But I didn't come out until I was 18 due to the ramifications that came with the process. But at 12 years old, is it honestly the time to come out so young? I didn't because 1, I was scared of how everyone around me would react, namely my family; and 2, I was not sure if I was honestly. I mean, I have feelings for other men, but I didn't even go through puberty yet. But as the years went by, it came clear to me as diamonds that I was indeed a homosexual. I got so depressed because I thought being gay meant being a bum for the rest of my life...yes, I know, I took that from A Chorus Line, such a fabulous show!!!...I still love my life though. I'm happy, my family is amazing, my boyfriend is amazing, I got into architecture school...I honestly can't complain to God about anything. April is just fabulous!

...I think I completely drifted away from the original premise of this blog...oh yeah, Teletubbies suck! Keep your children away from such animosity!

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